i believe.

Spinning in My Room:
Lost in Love - Air Supply

I rarely do QT. I usually do so only when i really feel a need to.

Tonight was one of those nights.

I guess like what Daniel mentioned before. When the whole world disappoints you, He wont.

Xionghai was busy with his Xmas concert. Lyon with his gatherings. Jovin's questions and request for answers werent much of a comfort too.

Snuggled into the lil' room and sat there. Blanked out as i always do when i feel alone.

Before i even realised, i started sobbing.

Just as unexpected as when i started crying, i began pouring out everything to Him.

I wont say i felt better. No. That would be a lie. I'm still confused. But i guess i did get some answers.

Yup. Some answers.

Sidenote. QuanQi and Rosalind's appeals didnt get through. Oh well. Guess i'll be stuck there alone now.

Might appeal for arts. Might. The science people give me weird vibes.

We'll see first though. Daddy has plans. Yup. I believe. We'll see.